I'm pretty proud of myself.

[xxmadsenxx]

I almost always update in the middle of the night...strange. Damn insomnia.

Anyway, I'm quite proud of myself. I went to the bachelor party and stayed sober. I was definitely tempted, but I didn't cave. In the back of my mind, I was afraid that I would drink and fuck up my sober streak, but I didn't. I smoked A LOT of cigarettes...but that's better than drinking (for me).

I've been avoiding most situations that involve a lot of alcohol and other things, but I couldn't avoid this. The party was for a good friend of mine. I couldn't just not go to it.

It was a fun party. I probably would have had more fun if I was drunk, but that's not an option anymore. There were a few other sober or at least not very drunk people there, so I wasn't alone in that.

The stripper was hot. But honestly...I wasn't at all turned on by it. I was thinking about this while she was dancing on me...I really have no desire to have a stripper at my bachelor party. I know I WILL have one, knowing my friends...but I really couldn't care less. I used to love shit like that, but now I really don't care. I would much rather see Jenny dancing around in next to nothing. Haha.

She went to the bachelorette party, which was also tonight. And of course, they also had a stripper. She told me that he gave her a dance up against the wall, and that he used his mouth to take bills that were halfway down her shirt. I know it's all in fun, but I have to admit that I got a bit jealous when she told me that. I guess I shouldn't, because I got a dance too. I just don't think I enjoyed it as much as she did. But then again, I've been around shit like that a lot more than she has, since she got married and had a kid young and everything.

Fuck. I'm tired. I'm going to bed.

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