I'm pretty proud of myself.

[xxmadsenxx]

I almost always update in the middle of the night...strange. Damn insomnia.

Anyway, I'm quite proud of myself. I went to the bachelor party and stayed sober. I was definitely tempted, but I didn't cave. In the back of my mind, I was afraid that I would drink and fuck up my sober streak, but I didn't. I smoked A LOT of cigarettes...but that's better than drinking (for me).

I've been avoiding most situations that involve a lot of alcohol and other things, but I couldn't avoid this. The party was for a good friend of mine. I couldn't just not go to it.

It was a fun party. I probably would have had more fun if I was drunk, but that's not an option anymore. There were a few other sober or at least not very drunk people there, so I wasn't alone in that.

The stripper was hot. But honestly...I wasn't at all turned on by it. I was thinking about this while she was dancing on me...I really have no desire to have a stripper at my bachelor party. I know I WILL have one, knowing my friends...but I really couldn't care less. I used to love shit like that, but now I really don't care. I would much rather see Jenny dancing around in next to nothing. Haha.

She went to the bachelorette party, which was also tonight. And of course, they also had a stripper. She told me that he gave her a dance up against the wall, and that he used his mouth to take bills that were halfway down her shirt. I know it's all in fun, but I have to admit that I got a bit jealous when she told me that. I guess I shouldn't, because I got a dance too. I just don't think I enjoyed it as much as she did. But then again, I've been around shit like that a lot more than she has, since she got married and had a kid young and everything.

Fuck. I'm tired. I'm going to bed.

Comments

[all-askew.livejournal.com]

It sounds like a great party. Are you glad they just got a stripper and not a prostitute?

"I probably would have had more fun if I was drunk"

I felt this way all of the time when I got sober. I still feel this way frequently. The question is; if a situation isn't as fun without alcohol then how REALLY fun are they?

And you are going to learn exactly how really annoying drunk people people can be. When I start to judge, I remember that I acted just this lame when I got loaded.

[occchik.livejournal.com]

Well, you're stronger than I am.

Lol.

And male strippers are kind of gross...lmao.

[donrufie.livejournal.com]

mall strippers seem kinda... tacky and goofy and because of that I think they'd be more fun than a female stripper (though personally either or both is ok with me, lol!)

especially the ones who come dressed as a policeman and pretend to be arresting someone...
if I ever have a batchelorette party... I want one dressed as a doctor O.o

[occchik.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I didn't really mean gross. But, weird...I guess.

I like the Thunder From Down Under guys...lol.

[ducks808.livejournal.com]

That's awesome that you didn't drink.
Male strippers are gross haha.

[fightstarangel.livejournal.com]

Wow im really proud of u ur doing good thats great keep it up im really happy u turn ur life around its really good that u was around that and didnt drink it shows how much u really wanna change.

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[aussiegirl84.livejournal.com]

It's good to hear that you are trying to stay sober. I am having troubles about staying sober sometimes. Recently I got my friend's little sister drunk because I was already gone and I didn't mean to, it just happened. I drank because my dad finally told me he got married to my wicked step mom and he didn't even invited me to his wedding which really hurt. So thats why I got drunk. I wish I had some friends that feel the same way I do. Because I can't explain it, but I feel so much better when I am drunk. Because I can do anything I want without hurting a lot of people. Like my friends sister got a wasted and we started cutting ourselves. I feel so much better when I get my pain out in the open. Anyways Glad to hear you had fun at the party. Congrats on getting married!!

[aussiegirl84.livejournal.com]

Your women is Pretty and you are hot!

[xxmadsenxx.livejournal.com]

Thank you

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