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Aug. 31st, 2008
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Aug. 31st, 2008 01:19 pmI am really excited for Tuesday, but I'm also really nervous. It's strange...I have never been this nervous about having sex with someone before. Maybe it's because it has been so long. I don't know.
I wish I could fast forward a week or two, because to be honest, I don't really like taking a girl's virginity. I'm glad that Annie is a virgin because it makes it really special, but I feel bad because I know it will hurt her. She's built really small down there, and yeah...it's going to hurt her. Obviously I'll be as gentle as possible, but I still feel bad. I kind of just want to get this over with and get to the point where she can enjoy it.
I don't know why I'm so nervous...but I definitley have anxiety over the situation.
I wish I could fast forward a week or two, because to be honest, I don't really like taking a girl's virginity. I'm glad that Annie is a virgin because it makes it really special, but I feel bad because I know it will hurt her. She's built really small down there, and yeah...it's going to hurt her. Obviously I'll be as gentle as possible, but I still feel bad. I kind of just want to get this over with and get to the point where she can enjoy it.
I don't know why I'm so nervous...but I definitley have anxiety over the situation.
