2008-08-31
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I am really excited for Tuesday, but I'm also really nervous. It's strange...I have never been this nervous about having sex with someone before. Maybe it's because it has been so long. I don't know.
I wish I could fast forward a week or two, because to be honest, I don't really like taking a girl's virginity. I'm glad that Annie is a virgin because it makes it really special, but I feel bad because I know it will hurt her. She's built really small down there, and yeah...it's going to hurt her. Obviously I'll be as gentle as possible, but I still feel bad. I kind of just want to get this over with and get to the point where she can enjoy it.
I don't know why I'm so nervous...but I definitley have anxiety over the situation.
I wish I could fast forward a week or two, because to be honest, I don't really like taking a girl's virginity. I'm glad that Annie is a virgin because it makes it really special, but I feel bad because I know it will hurt her. She's built really small down there, and yeah...it's going to hurt her. Obviously I'll be as gentle as possible, but I still feel bad. I kind of just want to get this over with and get to the point where she can enjoy it.
I don't know why I'm so nervous...but I definitley have anxiety over the situation.