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[xxmadsenxx]

I was planning on calling that mutual acquaintance, Steve, but he called me today. He asked if I could meet for lunch tomorrow. I told him I could...I'll just work the second half of the day from home or something. I'd rather do that than take a long lunch and have to go back, haha. Especially since I'm not really sure what we're going to talk about. So I might not feel up to going back to work afterward anyway.

He told me that he wanted to talk to me about this whole situation with Allison. He didn't say why, but he said he thinks we should talk about it. It sounded like he knows something I don't. I don't know. I'm kind of scared, because I have no idea what to expect. It's giving me anxiety. Oh well, I still feel better than I did before.

I really need to catch up on sleep. I slept for like 5 hours last night, 2 or 3 hours the night before that, and less than 2 hours the night before that. And when I do sleep, I don't sleep very well. It kinda sucks. Somehow I'm wide awake right now though. My body is tired, but my mind isn't. Well, it is in some ways, I suppose.

Jenny can feel the baby kicking now. I wish I could! I'll be able to in a few more weeks though. I'm kind of jealous that she gets to feel it, but not really...I don't think I'd like being kicked repeatedly from the inside very much. Especially not once the baby is big enough to jam its foot into your ribs. I would imagine that's fairly unpleasant. I'm really glad guys aren't the ones who have to have babies haha. For a lot of reasons.

Anyway, I'm sure I'll post about whatever Steve and I talk about shortly after we talk, while I'm "working" from home haha.

Comments

[thetar.livejournal.com]

one breath at a time and focus on the other things until tomorrow. you can do it and hang in there.

[aaybara.livejournal.com]

Just be careful. If this is someone you don't see very often you have no idea if he's become really close to her or not. Don't say anything negative about Allison. It can be very easy to feel like they are on your side and you may want to vent because this guy knows her and can 'understand'. It just sounds very fishy that he may know more about the situation than you and is the one who gave her your information to contact you, but they never said anything to you about it before. And that now all the sudden they want to meet to talk...

It may be hormones, but I get a very scared feeling about it.

I would only talk about the paternity test and how you are waiting to get that back before you deal with this. Don't talk about being willing to pay child support or custody arrangements or anything with this guy. You can talk about how shocked you are that this is all the sudden happening, but say nothing about the other guys she slept with and definitely nothing negative about her.

Anyway, I'm just saying the same stuff over and over again. I'd feel better if you didn't even meet with this guy until after you get the test results back. That he all the sudden wants to talk to you and at the same time this test stuff is getting done is perhaps bad timing, but makes me really nervous. I just know these situations are really really delicate and this lady sounds pretty off, so no telling what kind of dirty work is going on in the background.

I just had the thought of what if it was her way of trying to talk to you in person. If she shows up, just get in your car and leave. Don't even say one word to her, there is no way that would end well.

Okay, I'm done making up even more drama that is probably not happening. Good Luck!