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Aug. 12th, 2008 01:02 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
xxmadsenxxI think I'm going to go to a meeting tonight. I'll just drop Evan off at my mom's house or something. I need to go. I can't deal with all of this on my own.
Even my fucking face shows the stress...not to sound femme, but I usually have really clear skin and I woke up this morning to find a few not so clear spots. What the fuck? I never get zits, but I guess my skin hates me at the moment. I'm too old for this shit.
I wish I wasn't such a dependent person. I'm always dependent on something...whether it's another person, drugs, alcohol, you name it. I really want to call Annie, but I know that I shouldn't. After all, I am the one who ended things. I'm still thinking that may have been a mistake. I guess I just have some soul searching to do.
Jenny called today, but I didn't answer. That's step one, I guess.
I don't know how long this "break" with Annie should last. Meaning I don't know how much time to give it before I consider getting back into the relationship, assuming she'll take me back. But I think she will.
Even my fucking face shows the stress...not to sound femme, but I usually have really clear skin and I woke up this morning to find a few not so clear spots. What the fuck? I never get zits, but I guess my skin hates me at the moment. I'm too old for this shit.
I wish I wasn't such a dependent person. I'm always dependent on something...whether it's another person, drugs, alcohol, you name it. I really want to call Annie, but I know that I shouldn't. After all, I am the one who ended things. I'm still thinking that may have been a mistake. I guess I just have some soul searching to do.
Jenny called today, but I didn't answer. That's step one, I guess.
I don't know how long this "break" with Annie should last. Meaning I don't know how much time to give it before I consider getting back into the relationship, assuming she'll take me back. But I think she will.
