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I think I'm going to go to a meeting tonight. I'll just drop Evan off at my mom's house or something. I need to go. I can't deal with all of this on my own.

Even my fucking face shows the stress...not to sound femme, but I usually have really clear skin and I woke up this morning to find a few not so clear spots. What the fuck? I never get zits, but I guess my skin hates me at the moment. I'm too old for this shit.

I wish I wasn't such a dependent person. I'm always dependent on something...whether it's another person, drugs, alcohol, you name it. I really want to call Annie, but I know that I shouldn't. After all, I am the one who ended things. I'm still thinking that may have been a mistake. I guess I just have some soul searching to do.

Jenny called today, but I didn't answer. That's step one, I guess.

I don't know how long this "break" with Annie should last. Meaning I don't know how much time to give it before I consider getting back into the relationship, assuming she'll take me back. But I think she will.

Date: 2008-08-12 08:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] honkymama.livejournal.com
A meeting sounds good. (I saw you in divorce recovery.) Also, I believe that you did the right thing with Annie. Although you love her, I think that you need some time to think things over, concentrate on your son and your sobriety and just basically take a breather in any relationship and let it be for right now.


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