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[xxmadsenxx]

I am so fucking depressed right now. I feel like absolute shit. I'm not a crier...but I feel the need to cry for some reason, but I don't even have it in me to do that. I just don't know what the fuck to do anymore. I'm sick of everything. Life is just too hard sometimes.

I'm starting to wonder if I made a mistake by breaking it off with Annie. I feel like I really need her right now...but then again, I always need someone or something when I feel like this. I'm not very good at dealing with shit on my own. I want nothing more than to call her and have her come sleep in my bed with me. I just want that closeness. I feel so empty and alone. I already want her back. :\

I have anxiety really bad right now too. That uncomfortable feeling in your chest. It fucking sucks, and I can't get rid of it. I just feel hopeless, empty and alone.

I feel like breaking down right now.

Comments

[iam-ahab.livejournal.com]

:( *Hugs*

I don't know what to say to that. I'm just here if you ever want to talk to someone.

[o-annie-o.livejournal.com]

I´m not good in finding helpful words. I just hope you´ll feel better soon and you´ll be able to make decisions you can feel comfortable with (easy said, I know) and I wish you all the strength you´ll need.
*hugs*

[sariebeth88.livejournal.com]

:( Everything will be ok. It will all work out. You are strong and smart. Sometimes we have to feel at our lowest to find ourselves again.

I wasn't kidding about my #. As odd as it is. If you need an unbiased caring person, I'm here for you, through LJ at least. I can also be cause for awkward feelings instead of depressed ones :p

[nowsheshines.livejournal.com]

I feel the same way. That feeling in your chest. I've been feeling that for about two weeks or so now. I'm sorry you are feeling this way. I hope that things work out okay with Annie in the end.