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[xxmadsenxx]

I swear I don't know one recovering addict/alcoholic that doesn't smoke cigarettes, myself included. It's like you NEED them because they're the only "substance" you can have.

I want to quit though.

Fuck. I need one now. I still can't stop thinking about my brother Jeremy. That dream is haunting me. It's all I thought about at work today. Well, that and sex since I'm craving it but definitely won't get it, lol. I'm sure you all wanted to hear that I've been thinking about that. It's frustrating, but at least it temporarily takes my mind off of my brother.

I miss Annie. I wish she was coming over tonight. I haven't seen her for a couple days. Well...ok, since Saturday. But still.

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[chokedblue.livejournal.com]

Haha I don't know one either...I just lit one up like 2.5 seconds ago.

It will pass, try to do something to take your mind off of it. If you have aim you're welcome to mine : thep3nisBLUE

Heh. Weird sn I know...it's from Liar Liar.

[xxmadsenxx.livejournal.com]

Lol I love the name.

Seriously, I would be amazed if I ever met one that didn't smoke cigarettes.

[chokedblue.livejournal.com]

Glad someone does =] people still continue to think it says "the penis blue" but no it indeed says "the pen is blue"

As would I.

[xxmadsenxx.livejournal.com]

Haha I read it as "The pen is blue" the first time. I guess I don't have penises on the brain.

[xxmadsenxx.livejournal.com]

But then again, you DID say it was from Liar Liar, so that may have had something to do with it.

[curiedawg.livejournal.com]

my dad was an alcoholic for about 13 years and smoked 2 1/2 packs of cigarettes a day. Then got on zyban and quit smoking real quick...it was weird.

[xxmadsenxx.livejournal.com]

Really? I'll have to look into that.