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Mar. 31st, 2008 09:27 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
xxmadsenxxI swear I don't know one recovering addict/alcoholic that doesn't smoke cigarettes, myself included. It's like you NEED them because they're the only "substance" you can have.
I want to quit though.
Fuck. I need one now. I still can't stop thinking about my brother Jeremy. That dream is haunting me. It's all I thought about at work today. Well, that and sex since I'm craving it but definitely won't get it, lol. I'm sure you all wanted to hear that I've been thinking about that. It's frustrating, but at least it temporarily takes my mind off of my brother.
I miss Annie. I wish she was coming over tonight. I haven't seen her for a couple days. Well...ok, since Saturday. But still.
I want to quit though.
Fuck. I need one now. I still can't stop thinking about my brother Jeremy. That dream is haunting me. It's all I thought about at work today. Well, that and sex since I'm craving it but definitely won't get it, lol. I'm sure you all wanted to hear that I've been thinking about that. It's frustrating, but at least it temporarily takes my mind off of my brother.
I miss Annie. I wish she was coming over tonight. I haven't seen her for a couple days. Well...ok, since Saturday. But still.
