Sleeping on the couch sucks.

[xxmadsenxx]

I almost snapped at B, but I stopped myself. There's no more sleeping in the guest room, because we took everything out so we can paint and then put up the crib and decorate. Now it's finally becoming Ella's room. So from now on if I'm told to "get the fuck out" it means I'm sleeping on the couch. Anyway, Jenny still doesn't want to talk to me, so I decided it might be best to just sleep out here, even though she didn't directly tell me to. I grabbed some blankets and a couple pillows and got settled in on the couch, even though I won't be going to sleep for a couple more hours. B came in, looked at me, and half-jokingly said, "What did you do?" I know he was messing with me, but I'm just not in the mood. So yeah, I almost snapped at him, but I didn't. I just stated the obvious by telling him that Jenny and I had a fight. He asked if I wanted to talk about it, I said no, and it was left at that.

I fucking hate sleeping on the couch. At least it's a really comfortable couch. But I still hate it. This type of stuff happens way too often. I hate getting kicked out of my own room. I guess I wasn't really kicked out tonight, just told to get the fuck out for the time being a few hours ago, but I just don't want to risk going in there. I'm afraid I might snap at her if she says anything that could possibly piss me off. Then it would just turn into a huge fight. So, here I am.

I am strongly considering calling in sick to work tomorrow, and ignoring all work e-mails all day. I need a break. Badly. All this stress is really starting to get to me. I don't want it affecting my home life, but it's starting to. I can't let that happen. I feel like I'll go crazy if I don't get a break soon, even for just a day. Besides, then I can stop bitching about it here so much haha.

I think my cat can tell I'm upset, because she won't leave me alone. She keeps crawling on top of me and rubbing her face against me, and then nuzzling in under the blanket with me. At least the other girl in the house (the cat, if that wasn't obvious) isn't mad at me.

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I think she overreacted too. Bad. And I agree that it was stupid and childish of her. I shouldn't allow her to kick me out, I know. Sometimes I just don't want to deal with her though, so sleeping elsewhere seems like a better alternative, even though I know it's not. And sometimes sleeping on the couch (or formerly in the guest room) is voluntary.

I spent the day yesterday doing absolutely nothing. It was really nice until Jenny started being a bitch again. :\

Yeah they do! They're really emotionally intelligent. People don't give cats enough credit...it always goes to dogs. Don't get me wrong, dogs are cool too. But cats are awesome. Well, not all of them, but most.