I'm starting the new year out sick. I'm supposed to go back to work today, but that's not happening. I have a fever of 102.6 and my whole body hurts. Especially my head. I couldn't even sleep last night. Evan is sick too. He's happy about that though, because it means he doesn't have to go back to school yet haha. But yeah...I'm sick and it sucks. It seems like everyone has been getting sick lately. Even though I feel like shit, I'm ok with it right now because I really don't feel like going to work today anyway. For one thing, I'm insanely tired. But also, it's 11 degrees outside right now, so I have absolutely no desire to step foot outside. Fuck that.
New Year's Eve was fun. New Year's Day was not. Jenny was fine the past couple days and especially on NYE, but yesterday she kinda broke down again. I felt really bad for her. She was kinda hard to get along with yesterday, too. I know it was just because she was upset and feeling depressed, but yeah...she was definitely taking her mood out on me. She wasn't being mean or anything...just kind of bitchy. I let it slide though, given the reason behind the moodiness. I hope she won't act that way again today because I don't feel up to dealing with it. I wish there was something I could do to make everything better. I've been feeling pretty up and down since it happened, but it has been so hard on Jenny. I wonder how long it will take for this whole thing to stop having such an effect on her. Well, on both of us...but especially her. I just hope it will be sooner rather than later. Overall I think we're both doing pretty well though.
All Evan ever seems to want to watch when he's sick is Spongebob Squarepants. I'm going to try to go back to bed now...partially because I'm tired as hell, and partially because I don't feel like watching that show. It's my cue to leave. I don't hate that show or anything. Spongebob's voice and laugh are just one of the last things I want to hear while I have a splitting headache. So back to bed it is. I'll definitely catch up with you guys later since I'm not going to work today. I seriously need to sleep for a while first though. Bad.