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[xxmadsenxx]

Jenny and I are fighting...for no fucking reason. She won't even talk to me. Looks like I'm sleeping in the guest room tonight. Well, it's almost morning now, but still...that's where I'll be sleeping, assuming that I sleep at all. I guess it's a good thing we haven't turned it into the baby's room yet haha. But seriously...it's fucking ridiculous. I didn't do a damn thing, and she's being a total bitch. I KNOW I'm an asshole sometimes...I'll be the first to admit it. But I seriously didn't do ANYTHING. She just flipped the fuck out on me out of nowhere. I don't know if it's hormones, or if something is bugging her, or what. I honestly don't even know what started this fight. It came out of nowhere, for seemingly no reason. Seriously...I can't even explain what happened, because I don't fucking know. She threw some pretty low blows...I don't really want to go into it. It was completely unwarranted. I just don't get it. Things between us have been SO good, and then she flipped the fuck out for some reason. I don't know what her deal is. I am so confused...I don't even know what we're fighting about. Whatever. We'll talk about it tomorrow. I hate fighting with her, but I hate it even more when I don't know what the fuck we're fighting about. I just don't get it.

I love Jenny so much. SO much. I love her more than I ever thought possible. I hate this. Obviously we get into arguments sometimes, and we fight on occasion...no relationship is perfect. But if we have to fight, it should be for a good reason. I seriously don't know what's going on with her. We went to one of her friend's wedding tonight, and after the reception Jenny just went off on me. She had an attitude, I called her on it, and then she flipped the fuck out and was in full-blown fight mode. I hope she'll calm down enough to talk to me civilly and rationally about it tomorrow, because I'm really confused. Confused, mad, and upset. This sounds totally cheesy and lame, but I just want to crawl into bed next to her, hold her, kiss her, and tell her how much I love her, but I can't...she'll freak out on me. At the end of our ridiculous, nonsensical fight she said "I'm done with you for tonight. I'm going to bed. Don't come with me, and don't talk to me." So I won't. I'll respect her wishes, even though I have no idea what she's so fucking bent up about. Ugh...fuck.

We're going to talk about it tomorrow whether she wants to or not. If she's going to be such a bitch (and I hate talking about her that way), I think I deserve to know why. Whatever is going on, I just want to work it out. There's not much I can do about it right now though. I guess I'll try to get some sleep now, before the sun comes up. I just hope tomorrow (or I guess technically later today) is a better day. Ugh...what the fuck ever. I'm going to go have a much-needed cigarette and go to bed.

Comments

[damedosbesos.livejournal.com]

I hope you get to know why you guys are fighting & that things get better instead of worse.

[thetar.livejournal.com]

i would think hormones with baby. she may not even recall why or maybe you annoyed her one last time and she went off. who knows. i had this happen several dozen times when i knocked my wife up.

good luck.