Another baby on the way
Oct. 25th, 2010 10:59 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
xxmadsenxxWell, she's pregnant. We found out a day or two after I posted that pregnancy scare entry, but I kept forgetting to post an update until now. I'd think about doing it, and then get caught up with things and forget to do it.
Anyway...
I've had a few weeks to process it, but I still have mixed feelings about all of this. Part of me is happy that we're having another baby, but at the same time, it's just such bad timing. I'm still not sure that we're at a point in our relationship where we're ready for this, but there's not much we can do about it now, haha. I know that I'll love this baby with all my heart, just like I love my son, and I know that Jenny will too. I just wish this would have happened a year or two from now instead. Oh well. It is what it is, so there's no point in dwelling on the negative parts. Overall, it's a good thing...I've always wanted a couple of kids, so I'm happy.
Jenny and I still aren't technically living together, although since we found out that she's pregnant she's been staying over a lot...so we basically live together. I really don't want her living on her own while she's pregnant. Especially since she got so sick and had problems before. Not only that, but I want to be able to help her and support her and be by her side whenever she needs me. It just wouldn't feel right if we didn't live together...that's not the way it's supposed to be. So, I asked her to move in. We're kind of in the process of doing that right now.
So here goes round two, I guess. I hope everything works out better than it did the first time around. Things have been great so far, so we're off to a good start.
Anyway...
I've had a few weeks to process it, but I still have mixed feelings about all of this. Part of me is happy that we're having another baby, but at the same time, it's just such bad timing. I'm still not sure that we're at a point in our relationship where we're ready for this, but there's not much we can do about it now, haha. I know that I'll love this baby with all my heart, just like I love my son, and I know that Jenny will too. I just wish this would have happened a year or two from now instead. Oh well. It is what it is, so there's no point in dwelling on the negative parts. Overall, it's a good thing...I've always wanted a couple of kids, so I'm happy.
Jenny and I still aren't technically living together, although since we found out that she's pregnant she's been staying over a lot...so we basically live together. I really don't want her living on her own while she's pregnant. Especially since she got so sick and had problems before. Not only that, but I want to be able to help her and support her and be by her side whenever she needs me. It just wouldn't feel right if we didn't live together...that's not the way it's supposed to be. So, I asked her to move in. We're kind of in the process of doing that right now.
So here goes round two, I guess. I hope everything works out better than it did the first time around. Things have been great so far, so we're off to a good start.
