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Aug. 10th, 2008 02:01 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
xxmadsenxxWe have a no alcohol rule in the house because of my problem with it (so obviously there's a no cocaine rule too haha), but last night my brother's friend had a bottle of Crown with him. I was SO tempted to have a drink, or two, or five...but I resisted. It took everything I had to resist because of everything I'm going through right now, but I did it.
I'm glad that my will power is finally stronger than my addiction.
I feel really good about resisting. It may seem like an easy thing for most people, but it's a huge feat for me.
Thank God for my son. Like I said before, if it wasn't for him I'd probably still be drinking and/or using. But I want to be the best dad I can possibly be, and I know I can't do that if I'm not sober.
I'm glad that my will power is finally stronger than my addiction.
I feel really good about resisting. It may seem like an easy thing for most people, but it's a huge feat for me.
Thank God for my son. Like I said before, if it wasn't for him I'd probably still be drinking and/or using. But I want to be the best dad I can possibly be, and I know I can't do that if I'm not sober.
