Pregnancy Scare (?)

We're having a pregnancy scare right now. I don't even know how to start this, and it will probably be all over the place, because I'm so extremely stressed and exhausted right now. Not just because of this, but this definitely doesn't help. Another baby just wasn't part of my plan right now, but plans kind of change unexpectedly sometimes. It's strange...last night I had a dream that we had another baby. Looks like that dream may very well become a reality.

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3.5 years sober!!!

I can't believe I didn't post about this...I hit the 3.5 year sobriety mark on September 2nd. So now I can proudly say that I've been clean and sober for 3 years and 7 months. That's 43 months! Sounds like a really long time when you put it that way. Well, it is a really long time. I have never stayed sober for even close to this long before. I feel like an entirely different person than I used to be, in a really good way. Being drug- and alcohol-free has made my life so much better. Sobriety feels amazing. :)