My life COULD NOT be much worse right now.

I have been up for the past 20 hours or so. I can't sleep. I tried, but it's not going to happen. I realized that I hadn't written in this thing forever, and I thought it might help, so we'll see. Haha you guys probably don't even remember me.

Anyway...

I have fucked up. Royally.

( Only click this if you really want to see how bad I fucked things up. Be prepared. It's long. I have four months of catching up to do. )