Jul. 13th, 2005

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I've been a bit on edge lately. I'm still clean though. I've been tempted, but I haven't given in. I refuse to fuck it up this time around. But I'm still at that point where I'm craving it a lot. Craving anything, really. So I've been a bit of an asshole the past few days. Just moody and short with everyone, including Jenny...but it will pass. I just need to give it another week.

I'm thinking so much more clearly now. About everything...the baby, Jenny, the future, and just life in general. I'm slowly going back to the person I was when Jenny and I started dating. Sober and clear-headed. And I'm so much happier already...aside from the mood swings. It's like I'm the pregnant one as far as mood swings are concerned, haha.
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Jenny is out with her girl friends. A bunch of my friends are out drinking. So I get to sit here and fill out lame ass surveys. Enjoy.

GUILTY/NOT GUILTY

Singing in the shower? Guilty sometimes
Left the stove on? Guilty...but not today.
Ate Stale food? Guilty
Spit in someone's Drink? Not guilty
Stole Something from a friend? Not guilty. When I was younger I was definitely a punk ass little kid, and I'd steal...but not from friends.
Bossed your friends around? Guilty
Played with Barbies? All the time.
Left Love Bites on your past or present BF/GF? Guilty
Sang the wrong words to your favorite song? Not guilty...not my favorite one.
Lit candles & let wax run all down your desk? Not guilty
Made a Sex tape? Guilty
Kissed your posters of your favorite stars? Not guilty
Played Air guitar? Guilty
Listened to stupid music and said you like it? What?
Had sex with a stranger? Guilty
Did a Wrestling move on someone? Guilty
Had a Lite Brite toy? Guilty. Those things rule. We have one, haha.
Threw a surprise party for someone or yourself? Guilty
Made someone cry? Guilty
Opened your Xmas presents early? A few of them, guilty?
Ever been caught doing something "dirty"? Guilty
Did the time-warp? ???
Found money, and didn't turn it in? Guilty
Gave money to a homeless person? Guilty
Sang cheesy 80's songs? Guilty
Dug for buried treasure? Not guilty
Thought Star Wars was cool? Guilty
Pretended to be a South Park cartoon? Pretended to be? Not really.
Had a super-hero costume? Guilty
Still sleep with your baby blanket?Not guilty
Told a family member to Fuck off? Guilty
Lied to protect a friend? Guilty
Broke a bone? Guilty
Got lost in your own little world? Guilty
Seen "the goonies" more than 10 times? Not guilty
Played a Video game for more than 5 hours? Guilty
Watched "Scream" and actually Screamed? Not guilty
Dyed your hair a color from the rainbow? Guilty
Hugged your mom in the past 24 hours? Guilty
Drank until you passed out? Guilty





The Truth Can Be Fun

Created by coldspell and taken 2174 times on bzoink!

Quick Basics
Name:Chris
Age:25
Location:My house
Down to the good stuff!
What are some of your goals in life?Stay clean, and just have a happy life with Jenny and our kids.
Do you actually have a list written out like in A Walk To Remember?No
How many have you actually accomplished so far?Maybe a few.
Which is really more important to you- love or money?Love
If you have something important to share with a friend, then say it here.No, that's all right. I'll pass. My friends don't get on this thing.
What is your biggest fear?Losing Jenny and my kids...and my mom, my brother, and my sister.
What is your earliest childhood memory?Finding bugs with my brothers...haha.
Whom do you hate more than anyone?My dad and a few other people.
Would you kill him/her?I'd like to, but I doubt I would.
Whom do you love more than anyone?Jenny, my daughter, my baby on the way, my mom, Travis (my brother), my sister, and my friends.
Would you die for him/her?In a heartbeat...any of them.
Share a secret that very few people know. Come on, it's a truth survey!I don't have secrets.
How many times have you had sex?I have no idea.
With how many people?Enough...I got around in my earlier years.
Would you have sex with a person you didn't love?I have. I wouldn't now. Well...unless I wasn't in the relationship that I'm in.
Have you ever seriously considered getting a sex change?No
How many people have you honestly loved?3?
If you had to choose, then would you rather...
not be with your true love, or just live with them and never get married?live with them and never get married. It's just a piece of paper.
be hated and remembered forever, or loved and forgotten?Loved and forgotten
live forever and be blind, or live until 65 with all of your senses intact?Live until 65
erase your bad memories, or keep them as lessons?Maybe a bit of both.
never have sex again, or lose a limb?Fuck. Can I lose a toe or a finger?
watch 96 hours straight of "The Wiggles," or eat a jar of mayonnaise?Oh God
rob a bank with a hilighter, or go diving in a shark-cage made of sausage?Who the fuck comes up with these questions?
Dishing more dirt...
How many illegal drugs have you done (including alcoholic beverages)?Alcoholic beverages aren't illegal. But if you count alcohol...well, I still don't know how many.
Have you ever purposefully overdosed on prescription meds?Not overdosed to the point of seriously hurting myself, no.
Have you ever taken prescription meds that weren't yours?Do I really need to answer this?
Does your family have a history of alcoholism/drug use?If you've read my journal at all, I think you know the answer to this.
Are you planning to experiment in college, or did you?I went for half a semester once. Then quit. Then I started up again about 6 months ago. We'll see how that goes.
Have you ever had an eating disorder?No
Have you ever been in an abusive relationship?Yes...emotionally abusive, possessive and controlling, anyway.
How did you get out of it, if you did?My friends and my brother helped me come to my senses and I ended it.
Do you see love like a drug?I try not to. I'd rather separate the two.
What song describes you in this moment?I don't know.
Who inspires you to better yourself?Jenny, my kids.
Are you an optimist, a pessimist, or a realist, deep down?Realist
Do you believe in fate?Not really.
If so, then where do you think it's going to take you?Nowhere.

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