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Pregnancy hormones are fucking crazy.
Jul. 3rd, 2005 09:57 pmI haven't updated or commented forever. So sorry for that.
Anyway...man. I had no idea pregnant women were so...I don't even know what word to use to describe it. Insane. Some of it's good, but some of it's not so good. The good: I've learned that for Jenny, hormonal = horny. I can't complain much about that. Jen is a bit moody anyway...but even more so now. I knew that would happen, but damn...I didn't know there would be so many extremes. Especially this early on. I'm new at this. I have no idea what to expect, AT ALL. So it's definitely pretty interesting. Don't get me wrong, I don't mind at all. It's just weird. She'll be mad at me or bugged for some reason one minute, and all over me the next. Then she'll be sad and depressed about something, then she'll complain about being fat and not wanting me to see her body (though it's still too early for her to even be showing), then she'll want to eat anything and everything, then she'll complain about being fat again. Although that last little bit isn't much different than normal.
I've tried to be accomodating. If she wants fries at 3:00 in the morning, I go get them. If she wants sex at some ungodly hour, of course I'm not going to turn that down haha. I've been doing everything for her. She wants it, she's got it. If something needs to be done, I do it. It just bugs me when she gets mad and bitches at me for absolutely no reason, after I've been running around at her beck and call non-stop. But I guess I should just get used to that. She doesn't order me around or anything, but some part of me feels like I need to be doing everything for her, and basically waiting on her hand and foot.
Anyway...I've been clean since that last entry I made. I've still been drinking a little bit, but nothing more. At all. I think I might finally be getting this thing under control.
Sorry if nothing I said made sense. I'm fucking tired. Long weekend.
Anyway...man. I had no idea pregnant women were so...I don't even know what word to use to describe it. Insane. Some of it's good, but some of it's not so good. The good: I've learned that for Jenny, hormonal = horny. I can't complain much about that. Jen is a bit moody anyway...but even more so now. I knew that would happen, but damn...I didn't know there would be so many extremes. Especially this early on. I'm new at this. I have no idea what to expect, AT ALL. So it's definitely pretty interesting. Don't get me wrong, I don't mind at all. It's just weird. She'll be mad at me or bugged for some reason one minute, and all over me the next. Then she'll be sad and depressed about something, then she'll complain about being fat and not wanting me to see her body (though it's still too early for her to even be showing), then she'll want to eat anything and everything, then she'll complain about being fat again. Although that last little bit isn't much different than normal.
I've tried to be accomodating. If she wants fries at 3:00 in the morning, I go get them. If she wants sex at some ungodly hour, of course I'm not going to turn that down haha. I've been doing everything for her. She wants it, she's got it. If something needs to be done, I do it. It just bugs me when she gets mad and bitches at me for absolutely no reason, after I've been running around at her beck and call non-stop. But I guess I should just get used to that. She doesn't order me around or anything, but some part of me feels like I need to be doing everything for her, and basically waiting on her hand and foot.
Anyway...I've been clean since that last entry I made. I've still been drinking a little bit, but nothing more. At all. I think I might finally be getting this thing under control.
Sorry if nothing I said made sense. I'm fucking tired. Long weekend.
