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Dec. 12th, 2005 12:07 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
xxmadsenxxSo it's what, two weeks until Christmas? I'm nowhere near ready. But I never am. I'm still unsure of exactly what I want to get Jenny/what I want to do for her. I have SOME things...but I don't know, it's our first Christmas together, so I want it to be special. Well, it's not technically our first, but it's our first as a married couple. Our first was a couple of months after we started dating.
If you have any ideas...tell me.
I found out a few days ago that my 18-year-old cousin is in rehab. Talk about a genetic pre-disposition, or whatever the fuck it's called. Now that's my dad (alcoholic), my twin brother (addict/alcoholic), me (addict/alcoholic), my big brother (mainly alcoholic), and now my cousin. My little sister is the only one that escaped it. So far, at least. I hope that won't change.
I think a lot of it is just his parents freaking out. From what I've seen, he doesn't have that big of a problem, but a problem is a problem, I guess. I shouldn't justify it or make excuses. He has a problem, don't get me wrong...I don't know. They freaked out and threatened to send him to rehab a few years ago, when they found out he smoked pot. So I don't know if this is just another instance like that or if he really does have a problem that needs to be taken care of. But better to get it under control sooner than later, I suppose. I know he uses drugs, and I know he uses them regularly, but I think he's still at that point of being able to make himself stop, if he wanted to...which I don't think he does yet.
If he does have/develop a problem, I feel partially responsible. I didn't get him into drugs, but I didn't help with it, either. A few years ago, my brother and I were both pretty heavily into drinking/drugs. Me, especially. My cousin was this little sophomore stoner at the time, and he was at our house quite often, so he was exposed to all of that shit. He had done it before, but it became more regular at that point.
I don't know. As much as I should see a problem with it, I don't think there's anything wrong with a little experimentation when you're young, as long as you keep it under control. But I obviously can't practice what I preach, so I guess I'm not one to talk.
What else has happened since I updated like two weeks ago? Hmmm
Oh. I came close to beating the shit out of some kid. He was disrespecting my little sister, and I don't put up with that shit. So, I saw the kid and confronted him. He started talking shit and got in my face, so I got back in his. He shoved me, so I pinned him against a wall and was about ready to punch him in his fucking face but my sister stopped me. It's a good thing she did, too. Part of me wanted to fight him though. Fucking 22 year old should have no business whatsoever with my 17-year-old little sister.
I don't know what else to write about.
Um...Jenny is doing well, so that's good. She hasn't been quite as moody this week. Haha. Her due date is less than two months away now. And still, no name. We haven't really even been thinking about it lately...but we need to. This kid already has more clothes than he'll ever be able to wear...Jenny goes a bit crazy with that stuff. It's cool though. I'm excited.
If you have any ideas...tell me.
I found out a few days ago that my 18-year-old cousin is in rehab. Talk about a genetic pre-disposition, or whatever the fuck it's called. Now that's my dad (alcoholic), my twin brother (addict/alcoholic), me (addict/alcoholic), my big brother (mainly alcoholic), and now my cousin. My little sister is the only one that escaped it. So far, at least. I hope that won't change.
I think a lot of it is just his parents freaking out. From what I've seen, he doesn't have that big of a problem, but a problem is a problem, I guess. I shouldn't justify it or make excuses. He has a problem, don't get me wrong...I don't know. They freaked out and threatened to send him to rehab a few years ago, when they found out he smoked pot. So I don't know if this is just another instance like that or if he really does have a problem that needs to be taken care of. But better to get it under control sooner than later, I suppose. I know he uses drugs, and I know he uses them regularly, but I think he's still at that point of being able to make himself stop, if he wanted to...which I don't think he does yet.
If he does have/develop a problem, I feel partially responsible. I didn't get him into drugs, but I didn't help with it, either. A few years ago, my brother and I were both pretty heavily into drinking/drugs. Me, especially. My cousin was this little sophomore stoner at the time, and he was at our house quite often, so he was exposed to all of that shit. He had done it before, but it became more regular at that point.
I don't know. As much as I should see a problem with it, I don't think there's anything wrong with a little experimentation when you're young, as long as you keep it under control. But I obviously can't practice what I preach, so I guess I'm not one to talk.
What else has happened since I updated like two weeks ago? Hmmm
Oh. I came close to beating the shit out of some kid. He was disrespecting my little sister, and I don't put up with that shit. So, I saw the kid and confronted him. He started talking shit and got in my face, so I got back in his. He shoved me, so I pinned him against a wall and was about ready to punch him in his fucking face but my sister stopped me. It's a good thing she did, too. Part of me wanted to fight him though. Fucking 22 year old should have no business whatsoever with my 17-year-old little sister.
I don't know what else to write about.
Um...Jenny is doing well, so that's good. She hasn't been quite as moody this week. Haha. Her due date is less than two months away now. And still, no name. We haven't really even been thinking about it lately...but we need to. This kid already has more clothes than he'll ever be able to wear...Jenny goes a bit crazy with that stuff. It's cool though. I'm excited.
