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Mar. 20th, 2012 09:44 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
xxmadsenxxDude, fuck my sister. Not really, but that's how I feel for the time being. I never say stuff like that about her, but she's being ridiculous and she's being a bitch, too. Not only to me, but to my mom and brother. So I'm done trying. She won't talk to me. I'll just wait until she does. It's on her.
Damn, I played my guitar so hard that my fingers hurt. I played the shit out of it for a few hours, and I wasn't exactly easy on the strings. The fact that I kinda fucked up my fingers shows how hard I was playing it. I have been playing guitar for 20 years now, so my fingers rarely hurt from it. But they do now. I was trying to get my frustrations out. It helped a bit. It's worth the finger pain, haha. Man, saying that I've been playing for 20 years makes me feel so old. I should just say that I've been playing since I was 11 or 12...that sounds better. I stopped for the night about 30 minutes ago so that Evan could go to bed, since he has school tomorrow. It's good that I stopped anyway, for my fingers' sake.
The cocaine taste went away. It never turned into an actual craving, so I'm thankful for that. Now I just want lots of cigarettes. That's a lot better though. The lesser of two evils, I suppose.
Girl Scout cookies are amazing. So is Thin Mint ice cream. I still need to try Samoa ice cream. It's all about Samoas, Thin Mints, and Tagalongs. Girl Scout cookies are literally all I have eaten all day. Girl Scout cookies, a blue Mountain Dew, and water. That's it. And it was amazing. Not at all healthy, but amazing.
Damn, I played my guitar so hard that my fingers hurt. I played the shit out of it for a few hours, and I wasn't exactly easy on the strings. The fact that I kinda fucked up my fingers shows how hard I was playing it. I have been playing guitar for 20 years now, so my fingers rarely hurt from it. But they do now. I was trying to get my frustrations out. It helped a bit. It's worth the finger pain, haha. Man, saying that I've been playing for 20 years makes me feel so old. I should just say that I've been playing since I was 11 or 12...that sounds better. I stopped for the night about 30 minutes ago so that Evan could go to bed, since he has school tomorrow. It's good that I stopped anyway, for my fingers' sake.
The cocaine taste went away. It never turned into an actual craving, so I'm thankful for that. Now I just want lots of cigarettes. That's a lot better though. The lesser of two evils, I suppose.
Girl Scout cookies are amazing. So is Thin Mint ice cream. I still need to try Samoa ice cream. It's all about Samoas, Thin Mints, and Tagalongs. Girl Scout cookies are literally all I have eaten all day. Girl Scout cookies, a blue Mountain Dew, and water. That's it. And it was amazing. Not at all healthy, but amazing.
