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Apr. 23rd, 2005 11:51 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
xxmadsenxxI'm really bothered right now.
I found out that Jenny tried cocaine about a week and a half ago, while I was gone. I can't get mad at her for it, because then I'd be a hypocrite. I rarely do any drugs at all anymore (with the exception of smoking pot occasionally), but from time to time, I'm not going to lie...I'll slip up and do something. But it's not a habit anymore. It was once, but it's not now. I did way too many drugs when I was younger, and I've seen firsthand what they can do to people.
She has an addictive personality, and that's part of why I'm so bothered by it. I don't want it to become a habit. Plus she has eating issues, and she said that it made her not even want to eat, so I'm afraid she may do it more because of that.
She knows it bothers me. I tend to get quiet and not talk much when I'm bothered by something, so I haven't talked to her about it very much.
But it bothers me. A lot.
I found out that Jenny tried cocaine about a week and a half ago, while I was gone. I can't get mad at her for it, because then I'd be a hypocrite. I rarely do any drugs at all anymore (with the exception of smoking pot occasionally), but from time to time, I'm not going to lie...I'll slip up and do something. But it's not a habit anymore. It was once, but it's not now. I did way too many drugs when I was younger, and I've seen firsthand what they can do to people.
She has an addictive personality, and that's part of why I'm so bothered by it. I don't want it to become a habit. Plus she has eating issues, and she said that it made her not even want to eat, so I'm afraid she may do it more because of that.
She knows it bothers me. I tend to get quiet and not talk much when I'm bothered by something, so I haven't talked to her about it very much.
But it bothers me. A lot.
