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xxmadsenxx ([personal profile] xxmadsenxx) wrote2008-08-30 03:11 pm
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I told Jenny to fuck off today. It felt great. Usually I would feel bad if I said something like that to her, but she deserves it. I'm sick of her shit.

Edited to explain:

She called me today, and I answered since I haven't talked to her for a while. She asked about Annie, and got pissed off about me being in a relationship with her again. Her response was "That's fucking bullshit. You told me we'd talk when I got out. You're a fucking liar, blah blah blah." I was kind of a smart ass back. I told her we'd talk, but not about us. I drove my point into the ground, and let her know that there is NO chance that she and I will get back together, so she should just give up on it. Then she said "I can't believe you're picking that stupid little tramp over me." Um...first of all, Annie is the exact opposite of a tramp. Second of all, nobody talks about my girlfriend that way. Jenny went on to insult Annie some more, and that's when I got mad and said something to her. I won't go into detail about everything that was said, because then this thing would be way too long. She took it way too far though.

Then she decided to make personal attacks on me. She said something along the lines of "You have this holier than thou attitude, but you're a hypocrite because you're a fucking cokehead yourself. We both know you're going to fuck up again and go drink or do blow. So just get it over with and go do it already and stop pretending you're so much better than me, because you're the exact same. Don't come crying back to me when you fuck up and relapse, which you will. You're a lowly addict and you always will be. Stop pretending."

It was actually a bit harsher than that but I don't remember every single word, nor do I really want to. That's when I said "fuck you" and hung up the phone.

I am done talking to her. I am no longer going to be there for her all the time. I am just plain done. I wish I could cut her out of my life entirely, but I can't because of our son. I am absolutely through with Jenny though.

[identity profile] aaybara.livejournal.com 2008-08-30 10:16 pm (UTC)(link)
I think this is a good thing. I know you feel as though you should be supporting her. I've been in this place before. But right now you need to be taking care of yourself so you can take care of your little boy.

As usual...just my opinion.

[identity profile] xxmadsenxx.livejournal.com 2008-08-30 10:27 pm (UTC)(link)
You're absolutely right. I no longer care to support her though. She's on her own. She has Justin (her boyfriend), but she no longer has me to fall back on.

[identity profile] xxmadsenxx.livejournal.com 2008-08-31 12:49 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks

[identity profile] tenacious-a85.livejournal.com 2008-08-31 12:13 am (UTC)(link)
Dude, Chris...I can't believe she said that to you. What a bitch. That infuriates me. God, I can't stand her. Keep your chin up and don't let your crazy bitch of an ex-wife get you down. You know I'm here for you if you need to talk, and the best thing is you only have to walk like 20 feet to come talk to me! Haha. I know how lazy you are. J/k.

I'm really glad you're basically cutting ties with Jenny. You don't need her in your life. Obviously you can't cut her out entirely because of Evan, but I'm glad that you're breaking ties with her in every other way.

I know Annie loves the Horrorpops, so she should dedicate the "my fist in the middle of your face" part of that song to Jenny lol. Jenny needs someone to put their fist in the middle of her face. If they ruined her good looks like that, she'd have nothing else going for her because she's a dumb bitch. She may be really pretty on the outside, but underneath that she's one of the ugliest people I have ever met.

Ok, I'll stop slamming Jenny now. Sorry for writing a novel as a comment. I love you man.

ANYWAYYYY I hope you and Annie are still going to dinner with us tomorrow night!

[identity profile] xxmadsenxx.livejournal.com 2008-08-31 12:50 am (UTC)(link)
Lol. I'm just not going to say anything in response to that.

Yeah, we're still going. :) At least we were last time I talked to Annie. If it changes I'll come tell you or text you or something.

[identity profile] nowsheshines.livejournal.com 2008-08-31 04:16 am (UTC)(link)
You can't cut her out completely, true.. but for now, until she is a fit mother again, you can cut her out for a while. She is obviously in no condition to be a real mother to her child .. so I think you are perfectly in the right to cut ties with her until she can prove herself a stable person and a stable mother. Jenny is so toxic to you, and she only said those things because she is feeling shitty about herself and misery loves company. She would love for you to fail so she isn't alone in her own failure. And you are better than that. You should be proud of yourself.

[identity profile] xxmadsenxx.livejournal.com 2008-08-31 07:28 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you. :)

I feel bad for her daughter. Jenny has a 7 year old daughter from her first marriage. Of course I feel bad for my son because of the situation, but I feel worse for her daughter because she's older and will remember more about what's going on.

I typed "my stepdaughter" instead of "her daughter" at first, haha. I haven't slipped like that for a while.

[identity profile] xxmadsenxx.livejournal.com 2008-08-31 07:32 am (UTC)(link)
I meant to say that she's older and more aware of what's going on, and that she'll remember more of it than he will.

I can't even phrase that right...I need to go to bed haha.

[identity profile] veronicamiracle.livejournal.com 2008-08-31 09:39 am (UTC)(link)
In my humble opinion, It's probably the best thing to have happened. It's shown you both the situation as it really is.

[identity profile] xxmadsenxx.livejournal.com 2008-08-31 11:01 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, I agree.

[identity profile] o-annie-o.livejournal.com 2008-08-31 06:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Wow... I can definitely understand that you told her to fuck off.
I mean, all the calling and wanting contact so badly and clinging was one thing. It was quite a difficult situation and not good for you either, but I thought at that point that she might be just helpless and hopeless and searched for someone who understands. I tend to think not negative about a peron I don´t know...
But talking like that about your girlfriend just makes me think WTF?! It´s so bold and rude. Unbelievable.
Especially because Annie is doing you nothing but good!

I hope Jenny will come to a point where she realises what she said there and will apologize. What´s said is said, but that would be at least something if you´d know she regrets her words. Just because you still have to deal with her because of Evan.

[identity profile] aaybara.livejournal.com 2008-08-31 07:08 pm (UTC)(link)
I kind of thought it was about something like this. She has no room to talk, why should she expect that you are going to choose her when she has done nothing but betray you up to this point.

She left you for Justin and is now lying to him and betraying him the same way again with you. I do admit she's got balls. You'd think she'd pick someone who didn't know her past with the cheating thing.

But, really, if she truly loved you she would see how much of a better influence Annie is for you, and be happy for you. Just like when you were happy for her being with Justin as you realized he was better for her.