just wanted to let you know that i'm still reading your journal.
i'm sorry things are so messed up with you right now.
for what my two cents are worth, i think rehab sounds like a good idea. if you're still making excuses to yourself knowing that what you are doing is wrong and bad, what is going to make you stop on your own?
maybe the sooner you get better and find other ways to cope with emotions, the sooner you'll be able to fix your relationship with your wife...
i've never been in your position, and i don't want to seem preachy or anything, so you can take that "advice" and ignore it if you wish, haha.
but i do hope that you get better and get back with your family.
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just wanted to let you know that i'm still reading your journal.
i'm sorry things are so messed up with you right now.
for what my two cents are worth, i think rehab sounds like a good idea. if you're still making excuses to yourself knowing that what you are doing is wrong and bad, what is going to make you stop on your own?
maybe the sooner you get better and find other ways to cope with emotions, the sooner you'll be able to fix your relationship with your wife...
i've never been in your position, and i don't want to seem preachy or anything, so you can take that "advice" and ignore it if you wish, haha.
but i do hope that you get better and get back with your family.
stay safe.
*big hug*